never ending wait.....

Staying alive staying awake
can't take anymore this endless wait
waiting for you to make a comeback
picking my dreams for love's sake

incomplete feelings so are the words
lips seamed even after heart break

Shared dreams and sharing life
so little time so much to make
will die without you whenever you said
sound immature but not fake

can't spend the night alone
across this desert,alone can't make
Days doesn't seem to end at all
keeps on rising like a tidal wave

sometimes miss those starry nights
sleeping in embrace yet awake
lying in your lap with closed eyes
in my hairs, your fingers rake

it burns like a wet wood
smoke filled breath and eyes hate
And i miss you
like a desert miss the rain
want to kiss you and make it up
come back to me before its too late

yes! it hurts...

i look back to my life
it looks hollow and incomplete
even the feats that i have achieved

doesn't make a difference,
those big strides
i want to get away,distant across the sky
holding your hand,flying by my side

remember the good times
we've had
don't let those moments fade
a thing in past ,that wasn't bad

you know how much i love you
you don't know how it feels
these wounds hurt too much
too much that time could heal

too much pain that one could bear
too much disappointment one could see
that heart cries in such despair
but no one else could hear

its fu**ed up here
its a total mess
life doesnt seem to get better
its getting bad and less

no matter how bad it gets
no matter how i fare
just the matter of life and death
never been much of a dare

its all over that i know
and i know its not! instead
atleast remember me once in life
that isn't too much that i need

so hold me now and touch me now
and whisper those three words
you know i love you so much
that it hurts

just let it go....

why do i remember you
why don't i just let go
why don't you forget me
why did u give me a call

Have no regrets in life except you
nothing much is left though
the pain, that you left me
why don't i just let go

i can't forget you
and trying not to miss you yet
i might have broken
but my heart is still intact

why do you ask me to get along
for i have no faith in promises that turn wrong
still why do i keep falling for them
why do i still hum that song

why does it keep coming
that with you i belong
why do i regret that
together we didn't last long

my heart has sunk
in a sea of despair
i am burning in the waters
of tears and flare

why dont i let you go
wake up and end this pain
this dream doesn't seem to end
though life might end with your disdain