numb...

when you long for lasting love,

but you relive every moment,

in accordance with

the past,

not giving chance,

for something to last,

forever...

sometimes,

it takes time

to persuade,

the people around,

but you ended it

on the grounds

that you are hurt

but what about him,

who don't even know,

what transpired ,

in these few days,

atleast a clue,

or a reason to go

away...

if you blame,let me justify

you didn't say,nothing

but goodbye

for who gets more hurt,

its not a contest...

broke away abruptly,

i haven't found the shore too,

it might have taken time,

but i would have proved to you,

that i abide by what i say,

but you were not there to stay,

matters of heart don't follow rules

or time,

given a chance i could have

found that life,

But may be the time

was not right,

i couldn't convince you,

or make you fall in love

with me,

for i tried a lot,

but still fell short,

may be i was not destined

for love,

or was not worth it,

to reach a life of bliss,

but to pursue love to my grave,

for being dreamer is one thing,

and living in a dream is not...

perrhaps, it wasn't right

but why i still can't forget ,

a few days,passed like moments

from my memory..

miss you all the time,

but can't say,

because its better to move on,

than get into that loop,

of getting hurt and sorry,

all over again...

may be i should reveal,

how i have relived the past,

questioning ,beating up, myself

every passing day,

trying to forget ,

or how make it right

again...

its not simple as it seems, for some people are not destined to be in dreams of someone they love ..

                                                                                                                        ~~thefallenpoet