love you always...

in the silence of night
i think about us
the nights we used to spend,
talking till dawn from dusk

in the silence of night
when phone used to ring
i used to wake up at once
as am sleeping on a spring

the times when the roommates ,lie awake
with the giggling sounds we make

the times i used to sit in the balcony
in the freezing cold
to stop someone hearing,the exchange of kisses
with all the passion i could hold

sometimes when i used to keep quiet
you getting annoyed
and making me say something
with your lovely plights

sometimes when i fell asleep
you didn't say a word
waited for me to wake up
and ,then "love you" is all i've heard
and me feeling the guilt
gave stupid excuse
you just laughed and said
that my snores kept you bemused

do you remember when
we had those silly fights
when you used to cry
and i used to advise

now sometimes, i stare at my phone
wait for it to ring
hope of hearing you brings me to life
makes me smile your silly whining

but the times have changed
feelings have estranged
you found your soulmate and
vows have exchanged

if we say love is above all
why do we dont believe
to go under the oath of God
why is this all we need

no one forgets their first love
and first one you are mine
no matter who's my soul mate
but for me you are the one divine

but its not necessary
to keep reviving the gone
i am not the one you adored
i don't want you to mourn

i will keep loving you
and no one could take your place
i will keep loving you
till there's life in space

i got hurt and bruised
when you said good bye,
lost in the memoirs of ours
i sit in the dark and cry

i will keep loving you
and dont need anything in return
no matter where you are
no matter if my ashes burnt