an incomplete love...

The day we met;
I just can't forget.

The first 'Hi'!
When you were passing by.

I can't forget;
The day we met.

So many questions in your blue eyes.
So many queries in my heart's depth.
A pretty smile on your face.
And every answer given, nothing's left.

That day I believed in love at first sight,
As I couldn't sleep that night.

I decided that I'll hold your hand,
But it was a different feeling at your end.
I thought of you at all the time.
But you thought we are just friends.

I said those words to you,
And you left without saying anything.
It was the longest wait I ever had for a reply.
I couldn't sleep, my eyes didn’t blink.

You replied something, to my fears,
That we can't be lovers but just peers,
I couldn't listen to anything else,
You broke my heart, left me in tears.

Still you wanted me to be your friend.
But I just could not understand.

You don't understand that love never die.
It’s difficult to forget.
And you were my first love.
And there was nothing I could get.

We parted and you left.
I tried but could not turn my love to hate!
I too just couldn't do anything
and left everything to fate.

I tried to get you again and again.
But every time you were the same.
I truly love you my love!
Believe me once in God's name.

Sometimes when you make me feel really bad.
I'll play a song in a loop and cry.
It was a waste of time and it won’t seem important
The next time when I see u smile.

I still admire you, and I still love you.
But you seem to have gone far.
Now you have a love in your life,
and I am still the lonely star.

Your presence is felt always in my thoughts and deeds.
Only you are the one whom I need.

I would be there, whenever you return
And I won't disappoint you, if that's my turn.